We believe in what they say,
even if they make it up, 
because they may,
they do it so you will buy,
so stop believing or you will die! 

Even though I may exaggerate,
life is like this, 
we must not let us be fooled,
Because there IS a chance for our life to fall into bits. 

My beloved Guardian Angel,
how much I'd do to see you,
how much I'd do to hear you,
I wish someone'd tell me how.

Oh beloved Angel,
how much I'd do to know your name,
to call you each and every time,
my mood becomes a heavy flame.

I know that you are always beside me,
I know I couldn't manage without you,
i know that when I call you,
you answer, and help me with whatever matter.

I know that you love me,
more than anyone else does,
I know that you'd do anything,
to make me eternally happy.

I know that your job is to guide me,
and to give me help when I ask,
but I wish I could see you,
and not talk with an invisible being,
resembling an empty air mass.

I love you guardian angel,
though I have no proof that you exist,
but something deep inside me,
which might be what they call a soul,
is telling me that there is this presence,
that loves me no matter if I do something right or wrong.

One day you tell me,
that you like the way I am,
One day you tell me,
you'll go back to be who you are.

But you seem to be ignoring it all,
and being your pretending self again.

That day I believed,
your choice had been made,
you sounded so convinced.
and you showed me how much I can appreciate.

That day you told me,
you believed in what I believed in,
that you understood me completely,
that you would be yourself again. 

And then the next day,
you become the worst fake,
of the yourself that I know,
and I am upset.

I am confused,
Who are you really?
Am I mistaken on the real yorself?
Did you tell me all that so we could be best friends?

I am confused,
Do you really love me for myself?
Do you really like me at all?
Or were you just being fake?
Do I know you at all?

If you are who I think you are,
you are a caring person,
a lovely person,
who cares for their best friends,
over anything else,
who would be willing,
to do anything to get their best friend back,
if a fight came in between them.

If you are that person,
why did you not want to talk about what happened?
why did you want it forgotten?
why did you sound all happy the day we were not speaking?

If you are that person,
I also love you for who you are,
but I want to know the real you,
now.

We are best friends,
But you left me that day,
Which made me upset,
Even after taking the plane.

I thought you would care,
When I'd start to cry,
But you would just say,
You wanted to sleep.

I wanted to talk,
To get things all clear,
But you gave me the message,
That its not what you mean.

And today we dont talk,
And today I feel guilty,
Is it my fault,
For having this problem?

I dont want to lose you,
But I want you to know,
If you care about me,
Say yes or no.

Because I love you,
for the friend you are,
But I'm scared,
that you don't care.

I'm scared that tomorrow,
we will not talk,
I'm scared that you will be,
the not yourself.

I'm scared that if we DO talk,
we won't get things clear straightaway.

Even though I want to be talking to you again,
I want you to understand,
how much you hurt me,
that day.

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