Random Invisible Cloud
Monday 30 th January 2012
It's haunting me again,
this painfulness of lonliness,
it's this cloud that surrounds,
that just sinks me into sadness.
I have lot's of good friends at school,
But lot's of them don't wait,
to go to classes, or to talk,
I'm sure it's not a mistake.
For the first time I cannot express my feelings,
For the first time you won't understand,
"I do wait for you!" you'll say,
and this'll make me sad.
At break I'm alone outside,
at lunch the table's silent,
only afterschool I feel better,
but I still feel isolated.
"Why am I invisible?" I ask,
"You're not" they will respond,
but deep deep deep inside my heart,
I don't even exist.
That's why this random cloud,
this random cloud of darkness,
is swishing here, and there,
surrounding me wherever I go.
It sinks me into this mess,
of problems that don't exist,
that I invent,
And I eventually feel depressed.
Why am I writing this?
Why am I writing random words?
But again, I still have this random invisible cloud,
following me wherever I go.
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