I can do what I want do,
I can eat with who I want to,
I can be friends with who I want to,
I am not your property.
There are moments where you hate me,
there are moments where you like me normally,
there are moments where you adore me,
but at all times I am your property.
I realize this now,
and I just want to tell you,
and even though,
I'm a friend you own,
you don't need to be my boss.
So when I want to,
and when I need to,
and when I feel to,
I will go for it.
I will eat with someone,
I will talk with someone,
don't worry it's just a day,
but you have me as a property,
to make you popular.
You think I'm stupid,
so l'll vote for you,
I will chose you,
best for everything.
But now it's gone,
I already know,
and who cares who I'll eat with tomorrow.
You sometimes hate me,
you sometimes like me,
I don't get it.
You enjoy talking with me,
you enjoy playing with me.
But when it comes for the time to talk about secrecy,
but when it comes to the time to talk about friendship,
you hate me.
You don't tell me,
but you do at that moment.
You stay quiet,
you stay mysterious,
waiting for ME to ask "What's wrong"
waiting for ME to be the bad one in the fight,
which confuses me round and round and round,
until I don't know what I'm arguing about.
I don't get it,
I am stuck,
and I want to know it!
I want to get it!
Can't you explain?
I am here,
I am present,
I am listening.
I know what is going on,
what you want to tell,
but I am here,
I am present,
I am listening,
I'm not stupid.
I may look so,
You may think I am so,
but I am not.
I am just avoiding problems,
for if I don't shut my mouth,
and say what I should say,
what I feel,
what I think,
You will explode.
Because the thread was thin,
very thin,
it was about to break,
Until I said no,
I should shut my mouth to avoid problems,.
But I am still here,
I am still present,
and I am still listening.
I know what you want to tell me so bad,
but you can't tell me until the thread breaks,
until you explode,
just when I say my only left word.
And this isn't something that'll be over,
no,
It will last forever,
And I will remain alone.
I can tell you,
the thread of friendship is thin,
and if I say one more word,
I will remain alone.
Whenever you meet a person you say,
either hello or hi,
and whe you go and leave,
you say see you later or bye.
She was there all right,
I saw her standing,
I had to run,
or I'd die of fright.
She was there,
I saw her,
I'm sure I did,
It is not a dream,
it is not a story,
But I saw her.
Her.
She had a beautiful black dress on,
she stared at me,
she didn't talk,
I knew it wouldn't last long.
But I saw her again,
just not visibly,
she was invisible,
but I saw and heard her,
because she asked me for a pen.
Then she was gone.
Gone forever.
The only time I'd have a chance,
I'd lose it,
because I was too shy to say,
"Stay here, You are my best friend."
